Regarding my latest english update:  yesterday was unfortunately not very good "the
rest of the day", but still not as bad as some of the previous days... This morning was
not okey, but I'm trying to look forward... Spoke with my mum over phone yesterday
night and that made me feel a little better. The time is running away - I will soon be
home again. Then I have to try to start a new healthier life. AGAIN.